How many disappointing web designers does it take for me to realize that it’s ME and not them that’s challenged?
Well, there was the Seattle designer who used a template that couldn’t do what I wanted to do. Rather than say so, she just stopped responding to me. Then there was the nice Park City guy, who had amazing technical expertise but no time for the little fish in his big pond. Then my local girl, after a couple of months together, seemed to lose interest in web work. At least mine. My marketing guy is dying to redo my site (which he hates), but I’m afraid he’ll follow all the “rules” and lose “me” in the process.
So I guess it’s taken a couple go-rounds before I realized that until I clean up MY vibe, I’ll continue to have less than satisfactory experiences with web designers. I see that hiring another service provider before I upgrade my vibration will be a waste of time and only lead to a repeat experience.
Today I posted to The Good News yahoo group that I was manifesting a perfect new web person. I imagined people might email me with referrals. I imagined having to explain that I couldn’t work with just ANYONE; it had to be someone I felt REALLY good about, because I have this vibrational handicap about web designers.
And I realized that I perpetuate my “handicap” by talking about it.
I needed to find a new way to think about my situation. So in that moment I chose new language to give me a new perspective and new vibration as to what’s up. Here’s what I came up with: I’m in “Vibrational Recovery.”
(That’s my Marine Corps Vibrational Recovery team pictured above. Heavy duty, huh?)
I’m now expecting wonderful service from web designers. I know I deserve it, and so does my web site. I know my past experiences might not have been what I’d preferred, but my future ones surely will be. I’m finding my way towards the feeling of elation (Marines are breaking the trail for me!) at having a perfect partner on board, who has wonderful ideas, a passion for their work, plenty of time for me, lovely rates, and why not some marketing expertise?! He/she gets what I’m about and works wonderfully with me. Maybe they even have a partner or staff, so their vacations still allow for consistent service to their perfect clients.
No more need to explain the past, or lay out “what is.” I’m in Vibrational Recovery. Those past experiences are old news. What I’m up to now is bigger and better and more satisfying. It’s a lovely turn of events, if I don’t say so myself.
As I speak (type) it, so shall it be.
Anyone else in recovery? (Or know a good web person? lol)